Wandering away with a non-degree lonely out class, I moved to Bangkok down town in 1989 to find my dream opportunities and job in the big city. What I found instead was that life after classroom and home away was not all I hope it would be. There were the job I did not like, the all-new big city in which I had no friends no relatives nor native family members and the much nostalgia or even homesickness I felt for the happiness of my neighbors and places. Put them all together what I had was a severe case of out class far away range deep blues.